how is it....

How is it that one person can be so infatuated with their baby that they can't even leave them in the other room for more than like 15 minutes tops (when he's sleeping) but yet other people don't even care that they're having a baby??

A friend of a friend knows someone who's pregnant with twins. And she does some things she shouldn't be doing... (namely something green... who knows what else...) and all because it was a "fluke" that she got pregnant, she thinks it's OK to do those things??? I would jump off of a burning building or drown or whatever it took to save my son, but yet she doesn't even care enough to stop doing what she's doing for the few precious months to create those lives (she's having twins!!!) It breaks my heart to know what her children are going to go through. They live in a house with no power because her boyfriend sits on his ass and plays XBOX all day(and has a license, so it's not like he would have trouble finding a job!) and now they're getting evicted, and no one will help them because he is going around telling everyone he owns his own landscaping business.

It further sets in stone the fact that I want to home-school my son. I don't want him to grow up around kids that think doing those things are all right all the time. I don't want him to do those things either. I just want to take her kids from her when they're born. I don't want any child to have to grow up in that kind of an environment. I think it helps me to decide what I want to do with my life. To add to the list I have started, I want to help pregnant women get out of those kind of situations.

A life is a precious thing. Why would God (or whoever/whatever is in charge of the universe) give a child to someone who doesn't even care enough to take care of their precious bodies? I will be so mad at her if her children are born with a birth defect that could have been prevented by her simply stopping what she's doing now. She says because she was on the pill, it's not her fault or whatever. Being pregnant is being pregnant. Just because it's a fluke doesn't change the fact that she's going to have a baby whether she likes it or not. Why not change your life to give them the best you can?

It just irritates me, because I see all these people with children that don't even care enough to change one little thing about their life, they just want to get high all day. I guess some people have the mommy gene, and some people don't? I know someone else like that too, and the only thing I can think is why if they didn't want kids in the first place, didn't they just give them up for adoption? There's plenty of people in the world that can't have kids but would love to, and here these people are going to mess up a perfectly innocent person's life just because they have to chase that high.

I know i may not be the mom of the year, but I try. I love my son to death. I would come through hell or high water for him. I would move mountains to get to him. And these kids will most likely wind up junkies by the time they're 10 because they're parents are too busy chasing that high.